OK.

Met with my social health worker earlier today, thats after a visit from the mental health nurse on Tuesday.
After telling Keiron about my looking at chemical suicide sites and the feeling of being abandoned as I had supposedly been referred for CBT in August 2009 and never heard anything, it appears I fell through a crack in the system.
Must be a bloody big crack!!!!
I'm 20 stone...
Upshot is, he has made a new referal, should hear in a couple of weeks when I start.
This weekend, I'm off to celebrate making 40.
This for me entails trying to eat a 78Oz steak
Wish me luck...
Wrote a playlist earlier and put on Facebook that it was for a show I would never hear.
Bless her little Christian socks, My favourite Reverend asked if I was about to top myself again...
My fault for the wording of the post & lets be honest, she has EVERY right to worry.
I told her its for a show i intend to record in a few weeks to be played after I do eventually die, no matter how that might come about.
This seemed to ease her mind.
Perhaps I need to look more at how i put some things down, because for someone who currently writes for a living, I do seem to put the wrong message over on my own stuff, but not that of others...
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