Well, what a shit start to the day. No kip last night (or very little) followed by Robert deciding that he didn't want to go to school because yesterday he was late...Sue taken the day off because I dont know if I can take much more of this.
Just as i thought I was beginning to turn the corner of this period, My father in law, who has a direct link to every gossip in the community cant help but slate me at every opportunity. If he actually knew what he was talking about, he might have a point.
Problem is after all these years, my wife still takes his opinion over mine!!!
Add to this my being hung out to dry by Leeds Mental health team & I cant see the point of carrying on.
I hate myself.
I dont want to be here.
My wife needs a kick up the arse to realise just how bad I am.
Fuck this for a game of soldiers, I'm not playing anymore.

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